I said, "yes, sometimes I feel that way didn't you?
My Redeemer said, "no, I had it all planned out from the beginning of time until the end!
My Redeemer's Spirit showed me in His Scrolls what His Servant Nehemiah said,
"I told my people about how the gracious hand of God had been on me..." Nehemiah 2:18
Then I realized when I read the sacred scrolls that Nehemiah could have played the Victim but he didn't. Nehemiah knew and even prayed by confessing that he played a part in the downfall of Israel by neglecting the importance of his Purpose!
He thought he was just a Cupbearer tasting the wine before the King. If the wine was poisoned Nehemiah would take the death instead of the King.
This was a very important job my friend. I had to give him the Worst Job to show my best in His Life. This job enabled him to have an audience with the King.
I inspired The King to listen to Nehemiah's goal of rebuilding the walls of Jerusalem.
My Redeemer told me that even when I feel wronged and I don't have a part in the downfall of a situation that He still has a plan in it. RU828
In this life I will feel like a Victim more times then I want to admit. It is in these times I must say:
"I Want to see the hand of my Redeemer working in each situation for the good since I love Him and I am called to His Purpose." RU828
Just like Nehemiah had a desire to rebuild the walls of his Jerusalem my God has given me a desire to rebuild the walls of my Jerusalem.
"I will tell my family about how the gracious hand of God had been on me..." Nehemiah 2:18
Then I realized, He is the one who Tweeted me on my cell phone first. He sent me a Friend Request to follow me.
In other words, He called me to His Purpose just like He did with Nehemiah.
Knowing that He Tweeted me first I know He loves me more then I can love myself. I always thought loving myself was the the answer but then it became the problem. Now I understand I could never love myself as much as my Redeemer loves me.
This changes everything! Now I don't have to love myself and waver back and forth with conditional confidence based on this or that expectation.
I can take myself out of the equation all together because He is the one who reached out and loved me first.
Then His Spirit reminded me that His Love is the Greatest Love of all! He was the only one who was willing to lay His Life down for me when I wouldn't even do this for myself.
He said, "it is My Goodness that leads you to Want to be called to my Purpose!"
Realizing this amazing FREEDOM I can do all things through my Redeemer who gives me Strength. Because it is no longer I that does anything for it is Him within in me forming me into His Image.
Now I realize that I do Qualify for everything to be worked out for good by my Redeemer!
A friend of His once said, "People don't care how much we know until they know how much we care!"
My Redeemer Cares and this gives me great comfort, peace and FREEDOM!
Now I know I am not a Victim with no control over the circumstances in my life but I am a Victor knowing my Redeemer has a Future and a Plan in All Things!
Just Go!
RU828
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